I want it so bad. This and everything and just all of it. But if i take it, what does it make me? I mean i know im not doing anything that wrong. Im just scared that the choices i make are gonna lead me into a place that i dont wanna be in the future.
I’m pulled into two different directions with an equal amount of pros and cons for each.
What am i suppose to do?
I can do the right thing and stay away, but the wrong thing just feels so good and seems so right. Status’s are stupid, but i say this now. Your heart, my heart defines our true relationship statues, not a title.
I mean look at people in the movies. They’re not together or officially an item, but they act like a couple. And what’s so wrong with that? I see nothing wrong with it. But if i go ahead and do that, why do i feel that its wrong?
Blagh and my eyes hurt. Im running our of eye solution for m contacts and ive been to lazy to go to the store recently so now im here, trying to make do with a spit drop of it left. Mer. Ugh, and my room has been a mess for like 2 weeks now. I’m so lazy. every night i say im gonna clean it tomorrow and i never do and then the cycle repeats. Whatever. I’m a pig. So be it. And i like how ive been home since noon and i still havent even started my homework. You wanna know wha ive been doing for the past 2 hours? I was on this website called whodatedwho.com and it was really interesting! I know im stupid for being on it but it caught my attention for a whole 2 hours. Im pathetic, but whatever, its summer right!
Mmmm, so today all went to a family friends house, Pete and Rosa, and they made breakfast for almost my entire Bernal family. The food was AMAZING and i seriously ate three plates. There was eggs, salsa, beans, papas, banana pancakes, pan dulce, pan, chile verde, bacon and sooo much more. I think i gained probably about 20 pounds after this meal.
But over all it was a great time :] I love spending time with my family much mroe now after graduating High School, because it really is a reality check that shy are the ones who’s always going to be there because you’re all blood. No matter the arguments or fights at the end of the day we’re still one big family and that’s a great feeling to know that. But yeah, awesome food, awesome family and soo much love!
Um, like in every way possible! idk how in detail but i know that i learned alot and i see the world different in a way. I’m trying to to take it slow as the world goes by fast. But i changed in a good way, i went down hill for awhile but im starting to get back up again and try to be a the same girl i was 2 years ago because i miss her.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeell lets see, my Tumblr name is Take Me On A Journey… um, yeah it pretty much says it all haha. Well i use tumblr as a journal and thats what i think of when i see other peoples Tumblr pages too which takes me on a journey to others peoples lives as well as takes other peoples on a journey through my own life.
What’s a nice way to tell a guy who just asked you if you’re into him….THAT ME AND HIM WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN EVEN IF HE WAS THE LAST MALE ON EARTH AND IT WAS UP TO RECREATE THAT WORLD THAT I WOULD RATHER DIE!
How can i say that in the most nicest way possible a guy without actually saying, well, that. Like I need this to have a bajilion tons of sugar coat on it.
Why can’t i just be more mean and insensitive toward other peoples feelings -____-